Thursday, February 26, 2009

10 plus

I had lunch with the girlies today to commence our Spring Break...
Somehow we landed on the discussion of what would we be like in 10 years???

I was surprised that my friends said I would be somewhere speaking
being a motivational speaker in Europe (or somewhere), and hard to get in touch with.
I would be speaking to girls on being fabulous, and giving away 2:14 jewelry.
ha!

I guess this isnt far fetched at all...its just funny that someone else sees it.

so...back to write my book in hopes of inspiring young girls across the world.
irony??

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

I finished PUSH...I will be at the movies to see this.
And you should too....

Monday, February 23, 2009

my story

i finally got to the point...
if you have read the blog before i have talked about finishing a certain book
of course i never stay on topic...
BUT finally i have decided on my first book
its gonna be about me...
I KNOW...i just have to tell the story, bc you have no idea the story...

you wanna peak??


I wanna try my best to be politically correct, and honest when I tell this story. I hope to not offend those who have trespassed against me, I must tell this story as is. I forgive you. I wanna to be able to make sure all the words are where they are suppose to be and everything comes off as it should. Do forgive me if it doesn’t..Im just a girl who thought she could get away without love…and she just wants to tell you how.

I don’t remember being born, for most people cant. I can barely remember the moment I was first aware of life, and that I was living. Because most of what I would consider living is in question. I never felt alive, in a sense that I mattered. I think this is the feeling most humans have, but everyone is so busy thinking they aren’t notice to even be noticed. I must say that I come from the typical black girl lost story. I don’t say this to be cliché, I say it because it is valid.



do you want more???

i had a photo shoot


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AT HOME

www.myspace.com/sushiking82

Friday, February 20, 2009

the excitement of my days

I remember...

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the first time i heard "On & On"
and i knew that was music.

you know that feeling?
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Thursday, February 19, 2009

one day two...

i wrote a lot of,..... well...personal stuff

since turning 23 something has changed,
maybe it wasnt the number 23, but just 23 for me
lately i have been pretty reflective
and to say the least introverted(more so than i am normally)
that just doesnt make for very good blog material
because...well its personal

i am trying to find the balance between my soul searching, and this here blog.
so if anyone still reads, just bear with me.
who knew 23 brought all this?

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Diary of Miss Fab

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I have to slow down to become what i am suppose to be......
I have to be okay with my sensitivity



expect more entries

Hopefully its you!

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

it feels like this...

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"I think I love you so what am I so afraid of
I'm afraid that I'm not sure of a love there is no cure for
I think I love you isn't that what life is made of
Though it worries me to say that I never felt this way"
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In class

BORED

Friday, February 13, 2009

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♥Forgive me while im off celebrating my bday♥

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Monday, February 9, 2009

Song cry

These songs usually make me cry instantly...

Angel-Sarah M.

Take Me to the Water-Nina Simone (it reminds me of my grandmother)

Tell Him-Lauryn Hill


I think its great when a song can evoke real emotions.
these are my releases.

Hmmm

Should a can from 6 months ago come out of the vending machine?

I'm not sure how I feel about this...but I already drank half the can so oh well?

Can you see

Last night I geared for the bday festivities.
This is my mobile test btw.

testing, testing

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Im trying to setup my mobile blog...lets see how this goes.

I know i have been so mia...i wonder if anyone reads this thing anymore????????


oh cute, this is my 214th post...on the week of my 214 birthday.
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Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Its February

Yep!

Its February time to celebrate for so many reasons

The most important one, that we should all recognize is my birthday.
I just know we all have been waiting for that.
Hints the 2:14
Among other things are President’s Day
Which is in February because many notable Presidents birthday is in February
Probably the most famous of these Abraham Lincoln and George Washington
It is also Black History Month

But on the serious tip, I am into the astrology and when people were born (all that stuff)
So I have some of my favorite Aquarians that I will shout out, if I remember to.

I learn today that it was Rosa Parks Bday, so Happy Bday to her….

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and some of my favorites

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O, the epitome of an Aquarius, in my opinion

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Bob Marley

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Toni Morrison, one my favorite authors



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Huey P. Newton, before the destruction

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

kids + camera

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they took some pretty interesting pictures.

Monday, February 2, 2009

i love you more than blank

i made you one

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upside, no downside

Man I have never felt so good
When things looked so bad…


I mean the economy super sucks right about now…
I may lose my job…
The person that I would totally jump over the cliff(not literally) for is in limbo??????
And the normal I wish this would change stuff that never goes away is there

But I feeel Great!!!

It is really weird though….
I made a vow awhile ago not to worry about things I can’t control
And it is just now finding its placement in my life.

One has to decide to be happy, isn't just gonna come
It definitely cant be influenced by outside factors, bc then one will forever be unhappy.


I wish everyone could feel this way, truly I do.