Friday, January 30, 2009

i beg the question

There are things in our world that have always had a definition for us since we could remember. Pretty much the basics of our world.
So from time to time I question this things..and I use my favorite unreliable source Wikipedia to get the answer.

Today I wanted to explore time. Although have this definition of what time is in my head, what really is time?
Its hard to have a concrete answer to this question, for me anyway.

Wikipedia had to say this:

Time has been a major subject of religion, philosophy, and science, but defining time in a non-controversial manner applicable to all fields of study has consistently eluded the greatest scholars.

I totally agree…what is a non-controversial answer that can be applied in every situation for time?

Am I the only one who cares, or do you have this same feeling.

I wouldn’t begin to try to answer this right now, on this blog…but I will give it some thought, and maybe just maybe ill have an answer.

Monday, January 26, 2009

soapbox

Im so over it…
Ill just start there.

This morning I heard on the radio about an interview Lil Wayne did with GQ..

In which he states that he doesn’t believe in books..the Bible being one of them..

You cant trust anything in a book…and the only book he does believe in is the Dictionary

Wtf…that isn’t a direct quote..but those are the main points.
Number one I am so tired of this being the role model for black men.
I cant tell you how many times I have heard a black man say he doesn’t read, like he is suppose to get him cool points or something.
Such a turn off.
So does he believe that since what he says isn’t written in a book it is true?
Music can be held to the same standards of a book..there are too many song which have no validity.
I just don’t get this!

And yesterday I posted the clip of Jay-z acting a fool…someone who clearly knows better, or you would have thought knew better.
At some point you have to grow up, and evolve.
Whether they want ppl to look up to them or not, ppl do…so I feel you have a responsibility
You have a gift, and you are responsible for using in correctly…in my opinion.

Ill end with this….a quote from Lil Wayne’s “A mili” song that always bothered me anyway
“And the Bible told us every girl was sour
Don't play in the garden and don't smell her flower”

Why quote something you don’t believe?

Sunday, January 25, 2009

for you...

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type pal...where art thou?

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you must watch this...when will this be over?

Friday, January 23, 2009

what's a girl to do

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....."when she's feeling lucky"



According to Susan Miller:

The luckiest day of the year arrives next, on January 23-24, when Jupiter meets with the mighty Sun. Each year Jupiter and the Sun choose a different constellation to meet in - this time it will be in Aquarius. With the meeting in your sign, Aquarius, you will get to direct the energy any way you choose. That's carte blanche!

Use one or both (or more) days to travel any distance, to have a big important meeting, to offer a proposal in your business or personal life, or to do something else dear to your heart. A partner or middleman will be VERY helpful to you at this time, so see if you can decide how this may work for you!




this picture takes all the words away that I would have to say about the inauguration.
It was a great feeling surrounding everything.
Im just glad I made it back with all my toes and fingers
I definitely wont ever be making a trip to Antarctica if it feels anything like what I felt.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

woooooooooooo

exhausted is not even the word!

im just getting home from DC....if i wasnt so tired i could post pics.
but ill just save that for in class time..haha!

Friday, January 16, 2009

yea me too....

im going to DC like the rest of America...
i have mixed feelings..
i dont do crowds...and i do ppl but from a distance. (not really down for the touching).


so lets just say ill get back to this post once i make it.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

update...

so since i have shared my new found plan to be an engineer a friend in return has shared that all artist go through this...
and it will come to be that i will after its all said and done just be a  writer...


so did i just sound crazy on my last post, or what?

Monday, January 12, 2009

200th post

So this is my 200th post!!!...I had no clue….but anyhow in honor of it being 200 I just decided to have a really random post, but not so random.
Btw the way I think random is way over used, but honestly it describes what I do really well…not so much for other ppl and their actions.

Back on task….so on Facebook I was tagged in a note that instructed me to say 16 things about myself, and here’s what I put


let see here...im suppose to write 16 things about myself off the top of my brain...
and since your are tagged you are suppose to do the same and tag along with 16 other ppl.
Those are the rules.


1. I never shake ppl's hand (well hardly), i tell them its bc my sweat(and they do)...but its really bc when i shake someone's hand i can feel their hand way after its over....i guess thats some type of phobia.

2. I decided that i have to break-up with myself, bc im too content being single.

3. I wanna live out of the country, but i never even traveled outside the country. EVER!

4.When i was a kid i use to wanna grown up and collect fossils,as my job. still kinda want to??!

5.I hate that i dont know how to sing, if i did i would surely be a star, but im really shy.

6. Whenever i first meet someone and they introduce themselves i never actually listen for their name.

7. I hate formalities (number 6)

8. im secretly a genius...but i dont want anyone to know..haha

9. This past year i stopped talking about ppl, but i cant stop in my head.

10. I think my son is the best kid anyone could have. not sure how i got so lucky.

11.My interest in someone never spans longer than 3 months...even if i make them believe so, im really trying to make myself believe so.

12. I fear ill be alone forever(reason number 11)!!!!

13. I dont like money at all, and no one believes this.

14. creating this list is harder than i thought, but im sticking to it.

15. I cant wait for everyone to be utterly surprised when they found out that all the crazy things i have to say are actually true. i mean that in every instance.

16. shitttttt im done.

B………..U…………….T


because of number 8 and 4…along with my astrological vibes of intuition, I have decided to make true on that promise.
If you read this blog regularly im all over the place…but there are flashes of what is to come somewhere in this mess.
I have decided, but not firmly to go in physics…and hopefully engineering.
See, random!
No one knows me better than myself so it makes perfect sense.
It just growing up no one is telling you to be an engineer???!!!
Only until recently have I developed my artistic side, and given up the academic side of me.
But its time for a balance…
Hopefully ill find.

Happy 200!

Sunday, January 11, 2009

i dream too...

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if i could absoultely have whatever i wanted...it would be a farm.
yes, a farm.
but in the real world, i dont think ill ever slow down enough for this to be true.

but i may just settle for this


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minus...the painting...and those men of course.
dont ask me why i want either of these things. i just do.

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

"just one more time"

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now dance, dance

its that time AGAIN

i started school........


and thats all i have to say.
guess my mood.

Sunday, January 4, 2009

the best of both worlds

so im kinda sort of into astrology...but now i have moved to numerology.

there are so many ppl that are non-believers in this kinda of stuff....i can see why.
but i take the nature vs. nurture approach to life.
i feel that ppl are born with certain ways, and certainways they develop...and both combine to make someone who they are.

but anywho...the other day on the radio i heard a guy talking about numerology...and it intrigued me bc the day before i had brunch with some friends and we read over our numerology for the year to come....then no shortly after that i hear this guy is on the radio.

he actually considers himself an AstroNumerologist...where he combines both studies to read people...

so hints the best of both worlds.
if i could be still long enough i would actually consider taking time out to become one of these...but my spirit is way to restless for that.

but if you wanna know more about the guy you can find him at numbersandyou.com
its quite interesting to see what number is recurring in your life.

Saturday, January 3, 2009

imma diva, imma diva

its only right i show you what i have been working on.......

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deux...

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the signs

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in the lab

i been in the lab....my 2:14 stash was totally wiped out over christmas (but no complaints).


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what you think new heading??? i think so too.



whatcha been doin??