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My finally Goodbye

the time has come...

okay okay..its time to be real with myself and do whats important to me now, instead of later

im not sure how much time i have...ya know.

so that means no blogging.

but i will be back to ask for your help in a few days...and honestly i will need your help.

c'mon

im trying to read the "the bluest eye" for the first time, but i must finished what im reading now(pictured above)..for whatever reason its taking me the longest to finish..its interesting, and love the way maya writes, it just wont seem to end.
ya know what i mean?

what is this?

this is not how you a hold a woman you truly care about,
thats all i gotta say.

I gotta revamp

Ill be back, not sure when?????!!!!

Endings

Today is my last day at my job of almost two years.
Its bittersweet, but seems mostly sweet.
Sometimes endings can be hard because you dont want to move in the unknown
I wouldnt say my new position doesnt offer stability, its just the unknown
ha!
At my current job i know the ins and outs, the security
But its time to move on, have new experiences, all that good stuff
So im excited to see where this new position takes me
Wish me good luck
I wish you the same :)

Thats all.

lax mind

my mind is still on spring break

im bizzzzbaccck

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I had a blast, but too tried to write about it.

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On my way out!

SPRING BREAK! SPRING BREAK!
March 4-9th

SPRING BREAK! SPRING BREAK!

No Blogging

SPRING BREAK! SPRING BREAK!

Miami Beach

SPRING BREAK! SPRING BREAK!
SPRING BREAK! SPRING BREAK!
SPRING BREAK! SPRING BREAK!
SPRING BREAK! SPRING BREAK!

That's all.

i think its funny

the same reason everyone loved Kayne, is the same reason everyone is turned off by him.
it really makes me laugh
People love to hate you
How many times has this happen
The truth isnt always pretty.

if....

i had exhibits i would want them to look like this

10 plus

I had lunch with the girlies today to commence our Spring Break...

Somehow we landed on the discussion of what would we be like in 10 years???

I was surprised that my friends said I would be somewhere speaking

being a motivational speaker in Europe (or somewhere), and hard to get in touch with.

I would be speaking to girls on being fabulous, and giving away 2:14 jewelry.

ha!

I guess this isnt far fetched at all...its just funny that someone else sees it.

so...back to write my book in hopes of inspiring young girls across the world.

irony??

follow me

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http://twitter.com/MissBfab

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I finished PUSH...I will be at the movies to see this.
And you should too....

my story

i finally got to the point...
if you have read the blog before i have talked about finishing a certain book
of course i never stay on topic...
BUT finally i have decided on my first book
its gonna be about me...
I KNOW...i just have to tell the story, bc you have no idea the story...

you wanna peak??


I wanna try my best to be politically correct, and honest when I tell this story. I hope to not offend those who have trespassed against me, I must tell this story as is. I forgive you. I wanna to be able to make sure all the words are where they are suppose to be and everything comes off as it should. Do forgive me if it doesn’t..Im just a girl who thought she could get away without love…and she just wants to tell you how.

I don’t remember being born, for most people cant. I can barely remember the moment I was first aware of life, and that I was living. Because most of what I would consider living is in question. I never felt alive, in a sense that I mattered. I think this is the feeling most humans have, but everyone is so busy thinking they aren’t notice to even be noticed. I must say that I come from the typical black girl lost story. I don’t say this to be cliché, I say it because it is valid.

do you want more???

i had a photo shoot

AT HOME

www.myspace.com/sushiking82

the excitement of my days

I remember...

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the first time i heard "On & On"
and i knew that was music.

you know that feeling?
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one day two...

i wrote a lot of,..... well...personal stuff

since turning 23 something has changed,

maybe it wasnt the number 23, but just 23 for me

lately i have been pretty reflective

and to say the least introverted(more so than i am normally)

that just doesnt make for very good blog material

because...well its personal

i am trying to find the balance between my soul searching, and this here blog.

so if anyone still reads, just bear with me.

who knew 23 brought all this?

Diary of Miss Fab

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I have to slow down to become what i am suppose to be......
I have to be okay with my sensitivity



expect more entries

Hopefully its you!

it feels like this...

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"I think I love you so what am I so afraid of

I'm afraid that I'm not sure of a love there is no cure for

I think I love you isn't that what life is made of

Though it worries me to say that I never felt this way"

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In class

BORED

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♥Forgive me while im off celebrating my bday♥

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Song cry

These songs usually make me cry instantly...

Angel-Sarah M.

Take Me to the Water-Nina Simone (it reminds me of my grandmother)

Tell Him-Lauryn Hill

I think its great when a song can evoke real emotions.
these are my releases.

Hmmm

Should a can from 6 months ago come out of the vending machine?

I'm not sure how I feel about this...but I already drank half the can so oh well?

Can you see

Last night I geared for the bday festivities.
This is my mobile test btw.

testing, testing

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Im trying to setup my mobile blog...lets see how this goes.

I know i have been so mia...i wonder if anyone reads this thing anymore????????


oh cute, this is my 214th post...on the week of my 214 birthday.
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Its February

Yep!

Its February time to celebrate for so many reasons

The most important one, that we should all recognize is my birthday.
I just know we all have been waiting for that.
Hints the 2:14
Among other things are President’s Day
Which is in February because many notable Presidents birthday is in February
Probably the most famous of these Abraham Lincoln and George Washington
It is also Black History Month

But on the serious tip, I am into the astrology and when people were born (all that stuff)
So I have some of my favorite Aquarians that I will shout out, if I remember to.

I learn today that it was Rosa Parks Bday, so Happy Bday to her….



and some of my favorites



O, the epitome of an Aquarius, in my opinion



Bob Marley



Toni Morrison, one my favorite authors





Huey P. Newton, before the destruction

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they took some pretty interesting pictures.

i love you more than blank

i made you one

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upside, no downside

Man I have never felt so good
When things looked so bad…


I mean the economy super sucks right about now…
I may lose my job…
The person that I would totally jump over the cliff(not literally) for is in limbo??????
And the normal I wish this would change stuff that never goes away is there

But I feeel Great!!!

It is really weird though….
I made a vow awhile ago not to worry about things I can’t control
And it is just now finding its placement in my life.

One has to decide to be happy, isn't just gonna come
It definitely cant be influenced by outside factors, bc then one will forever be unhappy.


I wish everyone could feel this way, truly I do.

i beg the question

There are things in our world that have always had a definition for us since we could remember. Pretty much the basics of our world.
So from time to time I question this things..and I use my favorite unreliable source Wikipedia to get the answer.

Today I wanted to explore time. Although have this definition of what time is in my head, what really is time?
Its hard to have a concrete answer to this question, for me anyway.

Wikipedia had to say this:

Time has been a major subject of religion, philosophy, and science, but defining time in a non-controversial manner applicable to all fields of study has consistently eluded the greatest scholars.

I totally agree…what is a non-controversial answer that can be applied in every situation for time?

Am I the only one who cares, or do you have this same feeling.

I wouldn’t begin to try to answer this right now, on this blog…but I will give it some thought, and maybe just maybe ill have an answer.

soapbox

Im so over it…
Ill just start there.

This morning I heard on the radio about an interview Lil Wayne did with GQ..

In which he states that he doesn’t believe in books..the Bible being one of them..
You cant trust anything in a book…and the only book he does believe in is the Dictionary

Wtf…that isn’t a direct quote..but those are the main points.
Number one I am so tired of this being the role model for black men.
I cant tell you how many times I have heard a black man say he doesn’t read, like he is suppose to get him cool points or something.
Such a turn off.
So does he believe that since what he says isn’t written in a book it is true?
Music can be held to the same standards of a book..there are too many song which have no validity.
I just don’t get this!

And yesterday I posted the clip of Jay-z acting a fool…someone who clearly knows better, or you would have thought knew better.
At some point you have to grow up, and evolve.
Whether they want ppl to look up to them or not, ppl do…so I feel you have a responsibility
You have a gift, and you are responsible for using in correctly…in my opinion.

Ill end with this….a quote from Lil Wayne’s “A mili” song that always bothered me anyway
“And the Bible told us every girl was sour
Don't play in the garden and don't smell her flower”

Why quote something you don’t believe?

for you...

type pal...where art thou?

smh

you must watch this...when will this be over?

what's a girl to do

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....."when she's feeling lucky"


According to Susan Miller:

The luckiest day of the year arrives next, on January 23-24, when Jupiter meets with the mighty Sun. Each year Jupiter and the Sun choose a different constellation to meet in - this time it will be in Aquarius. With the meeting in your sign, Aquarius, you will get to direct the energy any way you choose. That's carte blanche!

Use one or both (or more) days to travel any distance, to have a big important meeting, to offer a proposal in your business or personal life, or to do something else dear to your heart. A partner or middleman will be VERY helpful to you at this time, so see if you can decide how this may work for you!

this picture takes all the words away that I would have to say about the inauguration.
It was a great feeling surrounding everything.
Im just glad I made it back with all my toes and fingers
I definitely wont ever be making a trip to Antarctica if it feels anything like what I felt.

woooooooooooo

exhausted is not even the word!

im just getting home from DC....if i wasnt so tired i could post pics.
but ill just save that for in class time..haha!

yea me too....

im going to DC like the rest of America...

i have mixed feelings..

i dont do crowds...and i do ppl but from a distance. (not really down for the touching).

so lets just say ill get back to this post once i make it.

update...

so since i have shared my new found plan to be an engineer a friend in return has shared that all artist go through this...

and it will come to be that i will after its all said and done just be a  writer...

so did i just sound crazy on my last post, or what?

200th post

So this is my 200th post!!!...I had no clue….but anyhow in honor of it being 200 I just decided to have a really random post, but not so random.
Btw the way I think random is way over used, but honestly it describes what I do really well…not so much for other ppl and their actions.

Back on task….so on Facebook I was tagged in a note that instructed me to say 16 things about myself, and here’s what I put


let see here...im suppose to write 16 things about myself off the top of my brain...
and since your are tagged you are suppose to do the same and tag along with 16 other ppl.
Those are the rules.


1. I never shake ppl's hand (well hardly), i tell them its bc my sweat(and they do)...but its really bc when i shake someone's hand i can feel their hand way after its over....i guess thats some type of phobia.

2. I decided that i have to break-up with myself, bc im too content being single.

3. I wanna live out of the country, but i never even traveled outside the country. EVER!

4.When i was a kid i use to wanna grown up and collect fossils,as my job. still kinda want to??!

5.I hate that i dont know how to sing, if i did i would surely be a star, but im really shy.

6. Whenever i first meet someone and they introduce themselves i never actually listen for their name.

7. I hate formalities (number 6)

8. im secretly a genius...but i dont want anyone to know..haha

9. This past year i stopped talking about ppl, but i cant stop in my head.

10. I think my son is the best kid anyone could have. not sure how i got so lucky.

11.My interest in someone never spans longer than 3 months...even if i make them believe so, im really trying to make myself believe so.

12. I fear ill be alone forever(reason number 11)!!!!

13. I dont like money at all, and no one believes this.

14. creating this list is harder than i thought, but im sticking to it.

15. I cant wait for everyone to be utterly surprised when they found out that all the crazy things i have to say are actually true. i mean that in every instance.

16. shitttttt im done.

B………..U…………….T


because of number 8 and 4…along with my astrological vibes of intuition, I have decided to make true on that promise.
If you read this blog regularly im all over the place…but there are flashes of what is to come somewhere in this mess.
I have decided, but not firmly to go in physics…and hopefully engineering.
See, random!
No one knows me better than myself so it makes perfect sense.
It just growing up no one is telling you to be an engineer???!!!
Only until recently have I developed my artistic side, and given up the academic side of me.
But its time for a balance…
Hopefully ill find.

Happy 200!

i dream too...

if i could absoultely have whatever i wanted...it would be a farm.

yes, a farm.

but in the real world, i dont think ill ever slow down enough for this to be true.

but i may just settle for this

minus...the painting...and those men of course.

dont ask me why i want either of these things. i just do.

"just one more time"

now dance, dance

its that time AGAIN

i started school........

and thats all i have to say.

guess my mood.

the best of both worlds

so im kinda sort of into astrology...but now i have moved to numerology.

there are so many ppl that are non-believers in this kinda of stuff....i can see why.
but i take the nature vs. nurture approach to life.
i feel that ppl are born with certain ways, and certainways they develop...and both combine to make someone who they are.

but anywho...the other day on the radio i heard a guy talking about numerology...and it intrigued me bc the day before i had brunch with some friends and we read over our numerology for the year to come....then no shortly after that i hear this guy is on the radio.

he actually considers himself an AstroNumerologist...where he combines both studies to read people...

so hints the best of both worlds.
if i could be still long enough i would actually consider taking time out to become one of these...but my spirit is way to restless for that.

but if you wanna know more about the guy you can find him at numbersandyou.com
its quite interesting to see what number is recurring in your life.

imma diva, imma diva

its only right i show you what i have been working on.......
























deux...






the signs