new year?

why oh why am i sooo emotional about it being a new year,
and i have yet to decide what is causing the emotion.
one reason maybe that the year seem to come and go so fast.
its also been a very different year for me and my career,
and maybe just maybe i wasnt ready for the "different" year to be over.


but its all good, because the next IS going to be even better.
im not gonna do "new year" talk....ill just leave you with that.


.....and oh "HAPPY NEW YEAR"

my trip....so far

packed and ready to go....



last minute christams shopping..did you know target had new baskets????



ooooooooooooo...the highlight of the trip..this really deserves its own post.
if i ever had a franchise it would be this!



i know you wanted to see them...savor over them.


and lets end with a smile



ill be back with more...MERRY CHRISTMAS
im sure i wont be back before then. enjoy.

on the road

okay........so i have to make this quick.
im at the pilot gas station somewhere in who knows lousiana.

and i had to pay 1.99 for Wi-fi connect.

but i think it was so worth...even though i had not one email of importance to check but i did do this

okay times up..haha.

its that time

so to avoid having a new year's resolution that i cant keep, i always start evaluating the current year mid-november...

i decide what was good about the year, what i need to cut out for the year ahead...all that good stuff.

but this time around i didnt have much time for idle thinking...so i honestly havent decided what the year ahead should hold for me.

according to Susan Miller next year ill be the celestial favorite(aquarius year of luck), and anything i want for the year to come shall be mine...as long as i know what that is.

she even suggested that i take december to decide what my path will be.

the only that i have decided for next year, and all the years that follow is to do things in the present...and spend every day doing something i have never done before in my life.

of course on most days it will be fairly small, but i would like to move to the big stuff...

last year it was to stop being judgemental, and talking about others. something i didnt do much of anyway.

whatever way the year goes i hope that it will be a good one, because im definitely not going back to the past.

if you could please tell me, what do you have in store for your year ahead....and be realistic???

i would love to hear....

my new favorite thing

im sure i have already had that title before...but this really is my new current favorite thing. ill see how long this last.

it takes two

.........so they say

its a culture thing...babieeee

at some point i will stop with all the jewelry post...BUT no time soon..at this moment in time its ALL my time...

so anywayz(the 5th grade spelling).....here goes.













im done...atleast for today!

Lola, yet smalls

<<<read the reason for this>>>



I love my TWIN

MAN

i have a MILLION and one things to do.

and thats all i have time to write.

ill be back....PROMISE.

te quiero a bebé

as always:

myspace.com/shop214

missfab.etsy.com

i lied

IM RIGHT BACK HERE................

the whole problem with being impulsive, is that your are being impulsive.

so im not moving, well right now.

this is probably the most true to character thing i have done since i had this blog...

who goes and just moves blogs, and then comes right back

well me, and it wouldnt be right if I didnt do it....

decisions, decisions, decisions

so i wanna change the layout of this blog here, but i shall be moving very soon hopefully.(cross your fingers and lets hope that before the year is out i have moved to my new home missbfab.com)

not sure if its really worth it to change now???

and why the heck did i see this when i was on the road this weekend...and it was a lady, and she came to get gas with this is her trunk...

smh.

whose in?

you know one thing that's hard to do?  stay Present...

and by that i mean not to be worried about things in the past that still haunt your today

and not be worried about your future...

Everyone always thinks their future is brighter than their today...

but it will only be that way if you cherish the moment in which you have presently....

because if you dont treasure that present moment, how do you expect to the treasure the moments ahead, or the future as it looks in our head.

as the saying goes the future has its roots into today...BUT that doesnt only pertain to what you do, but how you do it.

There are soooooo many people that cant wait to live it up once they get some money, but fail to do that in the present...

because look at this way

a. what if the money never comes(and even when it does it wont make you happy)

and

b. what if you never live pass today, then what?

i always have to remind myself to stay present...at moments it comes natural...but as in human nature i always wonder off to what about this, and i wonder if this will ever happen. its a constant struggle...

with all that being said REMEMBER THE POWER OF NOW!

happy weekend..ill be out for most of it. toodles.

So here goes...its time to sell

miss fab sells

i havent been acting so, i have been totally slacking on picture taking...

but i know you guys cant wait for more pictures of what i have been working on..haha

im gonna try this etsy.com again

soon come

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why didnt i put myself on this cd sooner...
outside of the singles on the cd i didnt explore
shame on me

"i know it from the moment we met
no doubt in my mind you belong"
-from the song "make you feel my love"

its on repeat


it came right on time.

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“if someone shows you who they are believe them”
-Maya Angelou


When I first ran across this quote I ponder up down around and across.
One because I just like to absorb every possibility of what people are trying to say
And
Two because it was so striking, and right in your face. Like you cant escape it.
And
Three because the message the quote is trying to rely was bothering me,
because I was doing the same thing with that quote
that you would do with someone who showed who they were, but just didn’t want to see them for that
I just didn’t want this to be so true

But this quote is true time and time again.
So really if someone shows you who they are
Without a doubt believe them.

And I believe.

what i know to be true

what i know to be true...

is that the most important relationship you can have 

is with yourself..

and i would like to think that i have a very good one with myself

i know that in the end, no matter what  i have, or who i have in my life or not in my life i have to be with myself

so its important to take of myself

if for instance you cant be by yourself in totally silence, still silence, just sit in silence and just be...then i would have to say that your relationship is totally off balance.

the fact that i love myself allows me to take care of those around me, and give to them what i choose to give to them.

its never more than i can handle, or any less.

the real point of this, is me buying flowers for myself the other day

and i thought i would share them with you.

kinda like im bought them for you too.

so enjoy...and treat yourself every once in awhile.

just one of those days

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well its actually been the past couple days..i have had the most random phone calls

and makes me feel like naked pictures of me or posted on the internet, so then everyone who knows me remembers to call
but since those pictures dont exist, ill just stick with its been one those days.

smile, you are on candid camera(i always wanted to say that).

ummm

PUT A RING ON IT ...KATY PERRY



umm is she trying to be funny...im confused
because i hope she doesnt call that dancing
idk, you be the judge.

i gotta find her

man if i could find her now....

about two years ago i went to delia's in town center mall looking for leggings that were open toe...meaning wrap around your foot

and one of the girls that worked in the store was really trying to clown me

"like why are you looking for those. i saw in lucky that those were a NOT"

NOW look at this here...what do you know open toe leggings are so in right now.

i just cant help but be ahead of the times...im gonna start charging for this!

thats all

(i keep telling my mom this story too, and she really wants me to get over it. maybe writing this will help..haha).

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Dear Email-Pal,

Please write me. I miss thee....

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at the water cooler

what did you discuss at work today...

because over in my hood we talked about the reunion show of the Real Housewives of Atlanta

WHILE this was going on......

78 people were killed in Mumbai, India and 200 wounded.

The details for me are questionable as they always are,

but the claims are that the gunmen for looking for foreigners

mainly britons and americans

since im not a reporter you can read the article for yourself <<<right here>>>

Can you believe

Tomorrow is Thanksgiving…it feels nowhere near any holiday.

I went to the mall the other day and the Salvation Army guy was out ringing his bell chanting “Merry Christmas”.
I couldn’t help but laugh..i mean one because he was only saying Happy Thanksgiving only a few times compared to all the “Merry Christmas”.
And two because the thought of Christmas felt like a joke to me…I know im not the only one that feels this way
Seems like they started the preparation for Christmas a whole lot earlier this year…because they know how much Christmas is NOT on the consumers mind this year.
I think it will be an awful Christmas as it relates to sales.
Please believe the after Christmas sales are gonna be crazy this year, the retailers are gonna have to get rid of all that stuff no one purchased before Christmas.

Ill be saving my few duckies until then.

lets be honest

my life has becoming B to the b-o-r-i-n-g. and it has been reflective in this here blog

but what is a girl to do when she is exhausting her youth and trading it in for adulthood

in which you somehow chase those "dreams" you had all your life

because now its time to live up to all that you said you could be

and well it rather draining!

not to mention things have being going on personally...that im not allowed to even blog about

a. because who knows who reads this

and 

b. who knows who doesnt read this

just for the fun of it i wrote a poem (which even that has been absent in my life) to sum up just some of the things that have me going to bed at 6 pm! smh

to be titled at a later date

ONce...

i fell in love

and...

you couldnt tell 

if the stars or the moon shined brighter

whenever i danced

i felt his feet move

they stepped and paced across my heart

like that sailor

who left for the sea

but in this story he came home

i....

felt at most all the possibilities of the situation

even had myself thinking they were all true

yeah,

i fell in love

once...before

i told time my the ring of his dial

a minute couldnt be found where he wasnt mine

we never thought about two as one

we were just one

we didnt let our night time thoughts 

exceed what the sun had in store for us

so...

sunny trips to the coast were planned

to be a destination of love

yeah, once i was i love

i thought when he left

i could say goodbye

because...

it was real

and they say "whats yours will always be"

instead

i wanna tell you the end of the story

but i cant..

the truth of the matter

and "let's be honest"

the story never ended

because i never felt the out in this love

and

its as strong today

as it was when my heart first akin to skip your beats

i have reached every possibility without you

and "lets be honest"

i now know there are none possible without you.

so at this point its bedtime.

Im suppose to be a blogger

I have all these pictures that I have taken in my phone to blog about
But somehow I never got to that.
So in honor of all those suppose to be post..i created one for all.



a few of my favorite things...my top, my book, and a bath





the breakfast my momma made me when i was sick




pics from my exploits of surprising lola on her bday







from my favorite past time in class...snapping pics of my feet. dont ask why



and even at work!

no one told me

that envouge didnt sing this song!

well of course i found out awhile ago...

but it so funny to me when i have gone on for ages thinking an artist has created a certain song

and the whole while they were singing something that already existed.

btw does anybody know the girl singing leads name, im sure i can google it, but she has been in so much i feel that her name should be stored in my mental rolodex. she was even the gay lady in "Women of Brewster Place"

i know no one ever watches these videos post...but just in case you do i like this part of the movie "Sparkle" even more

" i tell you now i ain't to proud to beg"

WAIT.....are those?????

Greens??

okay so im gonna set the scene...

im sitting in highway 75 north afternoon traffic...there are cars everywhere...and i catch a glimpse of this

im not naive i know food has the be transported...but if this is the norm remind me NOT to eat greens anymore.

i mean anything could fall into this truck

and

you mean to tell me the best coverage they had was a net???

smh

or maybe its just me, you be the judge?

he writes

so i sent an email around to some family and friends about what i have going on...and my uncle sent me back this response, i had to share.


Brittany,
I new u were going to be famous that the reason I use to call u brittany spears. sorry I can't wear anything on yours line, but I will tell others about it.
luv
unc blip



....and he really does call me Britney Spears all the time...or Brittany Lee...not sure what the lee is about??

i got a feature...yay

Nuvany Ni'ce: FEATURE: Fresh n Fierce

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yeah so

i want this..........

im probably the most non-materialistic person, so i know nothing about luxury vehicles

....but i do know that in about two years im gonna have to get a new car (crossing my fingers that my current car holds out that long)

...and so i decided that i need a convertible because i hate being confined,

and what better brand than the one that bears my initials BMW

we were a match made in heaven.

i have a lot of work to do, to say the least.

sick as a dog

do you ever wonder where those silly phrase come from like 'sick as a dog'....

but whats even funnier is that i still use them

i know there are like a million more, but for some reason i cant think of them right now.

anyhow, ya girl was hella sick yesterday, i mean hella sick.

i even spit up my guts i believe.

it was just horrible

i dont think i have felt that bad without alcohol as the culprit in a long time.

..........today is much pretty, just a few trails of nausea...:)if you were wondering:).

22 vs. 20

something vs. sumthn/sumthin

you figure out the rest. thats all i have to say.

p.s.

remind me to never drink another one of those 5 hour energy drinks...they give me the worst feeling ever...but i had to have to something to stay up and work....

and in the meantime i made these on the 5 hour crack syrup

see ya tomorrow, right?